graphics tablet and drew until Dino disappeared again.
03:17. I'll go to bed, but it won't be any use.
Bye, Diary.
Day 44.
Hello, Diary.
Today is January 12, 2069, Thursday.
On the street -5, snow.
13: 56. The Guys spent the entire lunch discussing how we would celebrate my birthday, but I had to upset them. I have driving lessons tomorrow and I won't have any free time, especially since I've already arranged with my sister to go to the movies to see a horror movie, because I was born on Friday the 13.
16: 13. Sammy walked me out, again. Why is he doing this? It annoys me.
16:54. I bought a sedative.
18:34. Mary is coming tomorrow. I hope she doesn't bother me with questions about how I feel.
19:21. Now I communicate with Yuna every day, we go to school, spend time together at big changes. But I don't want to talk to anyone right now.
21:06. Why does everything in my room remind me of Dino? I've tried several times to throw away albums with His photos, but I can't do it. These memories are too precious for me. Their loss will cause me more pain than I'm feeling right now, missing Him. I don't want to forget His face, his voice, his smell. I want to go back to the days I spent with Him. I want Him around.
22:52. Dino is standing under the window, again. It's just an illusion, but I'm willing to run after her just to look into those eyes. The eyes of a loved one that I can only see in dreams, and all because of the system. We could be together, become a family, raise a child and live happily if the education system enrolled him in a professional qualification institution for an athlete.
02:41. I decided to go to the Park where our first meeting and last goodbye took place, I just need to check again if the light is on in his room.
04:06. I've taken my medicine and I'll finally be able to sleep properly.
Bye, Diary.
Day 45.
Hello, Diary.
Today is January 15, 2069, Sunday.
It's -4 outside, cloudy.
18:42. I woke up in the hospital. Nurses were running around and doing scans, and then the doctor and my parents came in. It turned out that I had an overdose of a sedative. How did this happen?
I don't remember anything. I went to bed at home, and woke up already under the IV.
19:23. It's hard for me to go and do anything. The doctor said it was the effect of a blood transfusion.
20:12. I slept through my birthday! Tomorrow my parents will definitely bring me gifts to the hospital; they must have been terribly scared when they realized that I might die.
21: 01. Forces there is no.
Bye, Diary.
Day 46.
Hello, Diary.
Today is January 16, 2069, Monday.
On the street -5, Sunny.
18: 23. Sammy, Yuna and other classmates, visited me, and they were told at school that I was in the hospital. They brought me gifts, bouquets of flowers, fruits and sweets and told me how they celebrated the New Year.
I guess I did make some real friends.
Yuna said that she took 62nd place in the annual photo project competition. I am happy for her, because now she will be able to enter the EOPQ as a photographer. And Sammy gave me a book called over the cuckoo's nest.
I've heard of this book, but its description didn't catch my eye. This is a story about a psychiatric clinic and a man who struggles with its rules.
I don't understand why you need to fight them. People based on the experience of the past and wanting a stable future created them, and stability is the key to a happy life. But since it's a gift, I think it's worth reading.
18:45. I was sorting through the gifts and noticed one small and inconspicuous, but very valuable for me bouquet of forget-me-nots. Did Dino come in when I was unconscious? No, no, no! Dino is currently in another city. Then who brought them?
19: 12. I have a terrible headache again, and the nurses won't give me painkillers because of a recent overdose. Annoying!
23:33. Tomorrow will come, Nora, Mary and parents.
Bye, Diary.
Day 47.
Hello, Diary.
Today is January 17, 2069, Tuesday.
It's -6 outside, cloudy.
19:38. My parents took me away for a day to celebrate my birthday. I'm glad of that. The hospital walls pressed down on me. The beds, the doctors, the view from the window, and the forget-me-nots in the vase all remind me of Him, and it's terrible.
That's not what I'm talking about, because I wanted to tell you about the holiday.
Because of my health, we did not go to the amusement Park, but celebrated at home. Mary gave me a matching pendant. I'll think of her more often now. Nora wanted a leather jacket, even though she knew I didn't like that kind of thing, but after my parents' gift, I understood.
From this day on, I have my own motorcycle, and I can get behind it as soon as I get my driver's license from driving school.
20:13. The girls who are in the room with me said that Sammy came in today and brought some fruit.
21:21. It turned out that he visited me every day. Why is he doing this? What does he want from me? I do not understand. I don't understand!
Head spinning and aching, again.
23:33. I was put on an IV, which made me feel better, but these flowers. You can't think about it.
Bye, Diary.
Day 48.
Hello, Diary.
Today is January 20, 2069, Friday.
On the street -8, Sunny.
20:32. Sammy always comes in after school or driving lessons. There's a test coming up, and I'm skipping everything, but he offered me his notes from class,
