class="p1">All people are the same. They use you when they need you, and then I throw you out of my life like a used toy! Hate.
These thoughts are killing me. Somebody helps me. I don't want to suffer anymore.
18:46. I was sedated; now I don't feel anything, again. It's even better; I don't want to feel these emotions anymore.
Bye, Diary.
Day 55.
Hello, Diary.
Today is Friday, February 3, 2069.
It's -5 outside, cloudy.
21:13. Nothing happened today.
Bye, Diary.
Day 56.
Hello, Diary.
Today is February 4, the year 2069, Saturday.
It's -3 outside, cloudy.
18:54. The cats came to visit me. It turned out that he did not expect to be discharged, and he was not given time to say goodbye to everyone. He apologized for a long time. Apparently, he was worried about me. After that, I got hysterical, again.
23:35. Dino came to see me. He said he was worried and bored. I asked him to unblock his blog so that we could communicate. But did I block it? I need to check it out tomorrow, and now I'm falling asleep from the medication.
Bye, Diary.
Day 57.
Hello, Diary.
Today is February 5, 2069, Sunday.
On the street -5, cloudy.
07:27. It turned out that I really blocked Him in the blog. Dino texted me every day, wishing me good morning and good night. He hasn't forgotten me!
08:33. I'll block Him, so I don't see these messages again. Yes, that would be better.
09:09. The doctor prescribed me Aqua therapy to relax my muscles, now I will swim in the pool. But will it help me?
18:32. Yuna and Sammy came to see me, and most of the time my friend was with Lily and Lava, and I was reading Tarot cards for Sammy. It amuses me to think that you can “predict” the future using cardboard boxes with strange images that tell you that Sammy is waiting for a difficult choice, but the system calculates everything for us. Future profession, marriage, pet ownership, divorce, children-it all depends on the systems.
My grandmother gave these fortune-telling cards to me, apparently, they are no longer suitable for our time, now we do not control our fate, and the Tarot can predict what can be changed.
20:13. Catsu came to see me, and I missed Him. Tomorrow, he will return to his EOPQ. I hope that Catsu will quickly catch up with the program, and he won't have any problems. The main thing is that he eats well at home. After discharge, I will go to visit him and cook something delicious.
23:54. I read the Diary again. I'll walk around the city at night and see all these lights, but really, I just want to see Dino.
My head is splitting, I need to sleep.
Bye, Diary.
Day 58.
Hello, Diary.
Today is February 17, 2069, Friday.
On the street -3, snow.
12:43. I'm sorry it took me so long to write. Dino was always there for me, and I didn't want to be distracted by Anything but him. We talked and ate together.
Today I spoke with a psychologist, and he said that I should delete everything related to Him. This was already happening when I had to update my Diary because I couldn't think of anything else. I always wondered what Dino was doing, what he liked, and I wanted to know everything, so I forgot about myself.
I went through numerous therapies, but the result was not enough for a long time, the doctor even began to think about partial removal of memories to improve my health, but because this procedure has side effects and requires a long recovery, this idea was left until my full adulthood (until my 21st birthday). And now the doctor suggested that I just delete the Diary.
18: 42. Lily spends hours chatting with Yuna, so I have to entertain Lavender, She also draws, and we have common topics to discuss. Most of all, she likes to make sketches of flowers, especially camellias, which mean modest superiority.
20:22. Sammy will be racing next week. How much I missed! I'd rather get back to school.
20:49. The cats passed all the tests and the test that I missed. I'm glad.
I also ask him to send me pictures of Breakfast, lunch, and dinner every day. I hope he does eat them. I already missed him. Catsu promised to visit me tomorrow.
03: 26. Dino wants us to walk around the hospital, but if I leave the room, the nurses will immediately give me medicine, because I'm just hallucinating. The real Dino is now sleeping in his room in another city.
Day 59.
Hello, Diary.
Today is 21 February of the year 2069, on Tuesday.
On the street -5, Sunny.
15: 13. * Delete the Diary. *
– The status of Rowley's friend Ula has been deleted. —
– The status of Emet Riga's friend has been deleted. —
– Yuna Temiko's friend status has been removed. —
– Status friend Sammy Vermundo removed. —
– Catsu Kunal's friend status has been removed. —
– Nora Edinson's sister status has been removed. —
– The status of John Lanford's brother has been removed. —
– Mary Lanford's niece status has been removed. —
– Kay Mads's father status removed. —
– The status of Sina Edinson's mother has been removed. —
– The status of Dean Curzon's lover has been removed. —
– The status of the owner of Norma Mads's Diary has been deleted. —
* Deletion completed. Thank you for using the Diary. *
* Diary installed. Enjoy your use. *
Day 1.
Good afternoon, Diary.
Today is June 15, 2073, Thursday.
On the street +18, windy.
11:32. * Let's get acquainted. *
My name is Norma Mads, and I was born on January 13, 2052.
My Hobbies are drawing, extreme driving, collecting photos and Board games.
I graduated from school in 2069, after which the system enrolled me in a professional
